I'm definitely very happy when my daddy's is buyin me my dream phone.
but nt my dream colour i guess, as i think singapore still havent
come in WHITE. bloody hell. but at the same time i jus cant wait
to have a new cell phone ;p
hopefully i can get it by tmr (:


(:

a bird bird hand made card from BF(: thannks

If the heavy rain can wash off my worries and my doubts or even my troubles,
I guess I would be a very happy and carefree person without worries and etc.
Just like the rain can wash off the soil or dirt on the ground.
But i highly doubt it can wash off ones' emotion.
instead it makes some ppl's feeling worsen.

rainy day

alright lets take a break from my bio notes copyin(:
haha i'm only done with 1/4 of the text book. DIE:(
ok ok, purpose being here is to show off my artistic DRAWING(:
hahas.

ARGHHHHH MENSES:(

i wan go for swimming this tuesday ,
why mus u come find me :(
asshole.
please go home as soon as possible cos i
dun like the feelin while u're with me :(

SO SAD:"(

WHAT THE HELL!!

I've been wasting my time today:(
not really la, at least I made an effort
to wake up early in the morning for sch.
although I felt quite unwilling this morning.
LOL.
but still, i made my way to sch.

sch ended early today as stated on the timetable.
so I went to my bed straight after I reached home.
super effy tired, not tired la, SLEEPY i mean , ahhas
hmmm so i only managed to slp for 2 gd hrs.
after tt i cant slp alrdy-.-''
than for 3 plus till now i surf non stop,
dun even noe wad I'm surfin.
definitely NOT PORN pls.
I'm very innocent one. lol
ok i really dun have the study mood now.
when I wan to take out some works to do,
I'll do another useless things instead, like?
i dunno,
my life is SUPER boring nowadays.
I havent been switching on my Tv for quite sometimes,
the show nowadays are boring too.

SOMEONE KILL MY BOREDOM PLEASEE...

2 DOWN 2 LEFT

uh oh,
i thing i'm too confident in myself arldy
i guess i need to take back my words.
hmmm i'm now hoping fr at least a C6 for sci
not tt i never study, but HAIS
i stduy wrng thing. LOL

met bf in the morning to teach him some
impt notes fr chem,
wad i taught did came out
and he knows wad to (:
hope everything will turn well.
now i got to focus on my bio more
which i tin i also cant make it one LOL
so may god bless me den(:
i'm only left with paper4(bio) and paper1 MCQ

all the best my frens(:

tuition at 10am in the morning,
it was tiring though, but what can I do?
Monday is the paper .arghh
somehow i think tt I will pass my paper
LOL but den is an c6.
I'm hoping for a better grade.
I dun wish to jus get a C6 when my tuition
fees are so EXPENSIVE. lol
I dun wish to let my efforts and time go to waste
HOPEFULLY, I mean hopefully the paper will be
as easy as last year. but I doubt it will
since Practical was more challenging than last yr's one.
LOL. ok lets pray for it (:

when i reached home not long BF called me and tell me tt dia
was admitted into the Hospital because of car accident, .
bro told me tt today we will be attending some relative's wedding dinner.
but at first I thought she might be having her leg hung up or
smth serious had happen to her since it's a car accident after all.
and at first i also tot of visiting her after chem paper which is either mon or tues
but i think again i cant be tt bad to visit her so many days later.
LOL so i changed my mind and told bf tt I will meet him to visit her later on.
so i bathed and get everything done,
as I still got some lousy wedding dinner to attend to.LOL
yepp met bf at bishan to buy her a bouquet of flower and one ELMO ballon.
lol indeed she's happy with tt elmo ballon LOL,
after seeing her, I was gald tt it's jus a minor twist on her neck,
so GET WELL SOON U BITCH. hahas

after visiting her, i went to meet mom and bro at YCK for the dinner
as I said it was lousy so dun expect much.
it was at one chinese resturaunt .
guess where isit located?yes. GRASS ROOT CLUB. lol,
the prom night place but is at level3 the SHARK FIN Resturaunt.
the name SHARK FIN is for show one-.-''
the dish there was only average even the shark fin also.
i hardly have and fins in my bowl. LOL
so yeah, today I hevent really sit down for revision
except when I was having tuition this morning.
arhggg.

1 DOWN 3 Left

woke up at 7.50am this morning and get prepared
for sci prac over at YCK sec.
i admit I was nervous then and no choice
i still got to drag myself into tt bladdy sch
the environment was great though,
but not the students over there,
i swear their sch is bigger than GYSS and their
hall is call theather, guess why?
because it's air conditional.
but than they dint on it -.-''
and they have lift and handicap path way too(:
amazingly GYSS dun have, oh wait!
the path to canteen is it consider handicap path way? LOL
their lab? i tin GYSS is much spacious, though it is
very stuffy unlike YCKSS one.

alright get back to topic. sci pratical was nonsense for me
i tot last yr's paper was so mcuh easier as compared to today's
things i've learnt for bio did came out. BUT THAN,
sigh, i jus roughly read it through only.
so i was still trying to figure out the ans during the practical.
chem? i tin i wont do any better than bio.
total nonsense for the whole paper.
i guess i really have to depend on my written paper
for CHEMISTRY, since i have not really start off with bio
i dun really understand wad's on the book. LOL
and my bio assesment book is still left untouch.
i seriously need to wake up and be focus. ARGHHHH
time is taking control of me. wth
and to add on to my alrdy stress brain
ite life isn't gonna be any better starting from this semester onwards.
i really need to be extra attentive in cls.
but how to when the banking finance tell is a suck cock one?
his lesson can bored the class to death.
afterall it's still a theory sub so i guess
more reading of the text book will be more of help
than listenin to his dead leason.


oh btw, I guess for that 1.5hrs in the dance room of YCKSS was killing me.
luckily time passes quite fast. so i jus took out my bio note book which i've
brought with no intention of reading it there at first. hahas
anyway i jus kept flippin here and there here and there.
also dunno wad's in the book. so i jus PRENTENDED to read it thru for
1.5hrs. and the students there is WORST than GYSS seriously.
tt's part of the reason why i hate tt ssch . arghhhhhhh

wad a year for 2008.

URGHHH TIME IS RUNNING OUT.


less den 12 hrs time my paper is gonna start. HOWWW?
left with nth to study,
so i can only depend on myself tmr.
moreover i'm gonna be a loner tmr.
wth...
hope everything will go on smoothly.
i dun wish to burn dun YCK sec tmr.
or being the headline for the newspaper.
lol i know i'm too kua zhang

anyway i hope tmr will be a smooth one.

and gd lucks to everyone taking combine sci pratical tmr(:

the lost of words to say
and the undefine feelings...

9.5hrs more to sch start
4 more days to Sci practical
80 more days to 2009

1 more day to sch reopen
5 more days to O level prac
81 more days to 2009

how time flies.
if the earth cud jus stop rotating
for 1 day?
or even slow down the rotation by 1/2
den i guess now it's only may 5 and not Oct.
tt's when i'm the happiest throughout the year(:

ok let's share some RETRO photo. dam f'ing funny hahas. lol
and i trash robin for the 1st pic in the 2nd row(:
and i tin i'm sweet in 2nd row last pic LOLS

if someone were to ask me to make a wish now,
i guess i wud wish for a hugg somehow

a)Ppl whu gt tagged muz write the ans on their blog

b)Tag 8 ppl tp dp this quiz & those whu r tagged cannot refuse. The person must say who they tagged by & cannot tag on the tag person whom they were tagged by.

c)Continue this game by sending it to other ppl.

"thanks" Charmaine for taggin lol

01. What have you been doing recently?
-nothing
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
-never
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
-Sleeping
04. When did you last cry?
-today
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
-sometimes.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
-can i wish for one?
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
-depends(:
8. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
-my bear(:
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
-boxer shorts. lol
10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
-for me to know
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
-what more can i still do now? haas
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
-nope
13. What was the last movie you caught?
-too long tt i cant rmb
14. What are you proud of?
-...
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say
-for me to know
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
-the songs tt i've been repeating it for the past few days(:
17.Do you have any nicknames?
-onglai by jojo woo
18. What does your last received text message say?
-for me to know
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
-2am
20. Are you currently happy?
-can i ? haas
21. Who gives you best advice?
-not sure
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-i dun wish to add on to my weight
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
-none
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
-kind of
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
-can't really rmb
26. Do you wear toe socks?
-i dun own any
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-meisiew
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
-for me to know
29. What annoys you most in a person?
-irriting and ppl who treats u like spare tyre
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
-none
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
-drug free campaign(:
32. What is the colour of your room?
-orange
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
-i dun wish to end my life for tt reason(:
34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
-not sure
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
-myself
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
-him
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
-no
38. Do you have a life?
-not really
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
-not sure
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
-because i like it
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
-i dun rmb
42. Last time you smiled?
-everytime
43. Have you changed this year?
-maybe , maybe not
44. What are you listening right now?
-xie xie ai by sister garden
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
-nope
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
-i dun wish to bang onto smth ,LOL
47. Is there a quote you live by?
-cant rmb
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
-kind of i guess
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
-yea
50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in this week?
-not sure
51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
-chatting on msn
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
-no
53. What song best describe your love life?
-none
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
-for me to know
55. Who always make you laugh?
-anyone i guess
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
-chi and hokkien?
57. Favourite website(s)?
-our blog(:
58. What’s your middle name?
-dunno
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
-tuition
60. What do you think you are like?
-dunno
61. Who will you choose to die with?
-i dun tin anyone will wan to die with me -.-''
62. Where have you been today?
-novena, mac and home
63. What game do you play often?
- dont play games. cos dont like.
64. Who are you missing right now?
-for me to know
65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
-depends on who my lover is (:
66. What are you doing right now?
-wad do u tin?
67. Which primary school are you from?
-angmokio
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
-RED , orange , yellow
69. What emotion you like to show?
-dunno
70. What is your life to you?
-unpredictable i guess
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
-keep it to myself(:
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
-JOANNE PNG lols
73. Who do you admire most?
-dunno
74. Which month are you born in?
-May
75. How are you feeling right now?
-ok i guess
76. What is the time now?
-11 00 PM
77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
-CHARMAINE NG CAI XIA hahas
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
-have yet to touch my hair(:
79. Why are you doing this test?
-kill time i guess
80. What do you do when you’re moody?
-dunno, think alot of nonsence lols
81. At whioh age you wish to get married?
-6 yrs later, i think is impossible now.
82. Who is more important to you?
-my love ones
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
-send my love to ppl whom i love(:
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
-not sure
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
-not really
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
-dunno(:
87. What is your goal for this year?
-no goal
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
-can I ? lols
89. What feeling do you love most?
-dunno
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
-it's raining for the past few days-.-''
91.What feeling do you hate the most?
-now?
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-i wish to(:
93. Do you believe in God?
-depends
94. Who cares for you most?
-not sure, maybe none.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-dunno. lols
96. What will you bring when you fight?
-i dun fight(:
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
-for me to know(:
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
-not sure(: used to it i guess hahas
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
-i dun tin he will(:
100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
-same as before LOLs

Dear Diary,
I wish I might, I wish I could.

barnyard(:
at least it cheered me up after so much(:
interesting and funny movie
it's smth related to charlotte's web(:
and i love tt book too(:

we used to said we'll catch it tgth.

it's suppose to be a low profile thing,
and now i guess the whole world knows abt it.
thanks for promoting
arghhh!!

F***

does closing the eyes stop tears from flowin?
it don't

short circuit jus now.
and my room was filled with darkness
so helpless.
what if short circuit also happen to man?
guess tt will be the end of it,
cause no one will noe how to fix it back
i think i'm seriously crazy.

can anyone hear me ?

how time flies...

playing: Byebye (mariah carey)

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

Male Horse with Female Goat
The male Horse is very much the rambunctious type, with energy to burn-he is always sticking his head in where it may or may not be welcome, and apologizing afterwards if necessary. The female Goat is more than happy to go along for the ride, as she will appreciate the new vistas such experiences supply to fuel her imaginative faculties.
The problem lies in the Horse's essential self-centeredness -he may not know when to give the Goat the extra reassurance hug she needs to cope with the stresses of life. If he won't be more forthcoming with his affections, the Goat may be forced to rely upon others for her security, and that could torpedo the relationship. All it will take is some attention to detail for these two to have a great time together.



TAURUS AND AQUARIUS
This combination heads in for many difficulties. Taurus is conservative, careful, closemouthed. Aquarius is unconventional, innovative, and vivacious. Taurus is lusty and passionate, while Aquarius operates on a mental plane. Taurus finds it hard to keep Aquarius at home or satisfied with the delights of domesticity. Aquarius looks for openness and self-expression in a relationship, while Taurus needs security and comfort. Any differences he/she may have with Taurus, or anyone else, is expected to be discussed in a sensible and cool manner, disdaining emotions that Aquarius feels impairs the judgment.The partnership between these two will not succeed any better than the personal partnership for many of the same reasons. Both are fixed signs and not likely to do any changing, and unless the business itself is mentally stimulating Aquarius would soon jump ship.


Aquarius & Taurus
When Taurus and Aquarius come together in a love match, they can move mountains -- if they can figure out how to coordinate their efforts. Taurus's practical, down-to-earth approach to life is about as opposite as can be to Aquarius's unconventional, out-of-this-world approach to just about everything! Taurus resists change and Aquarius is the most progressive of all 12 Signs of the Zodiac. How do these two get along, then? They may appear to have few common interests, but they share a very strong desire to succeed -- which means they may make better business partners than lovers.

Since these two can both be extremely opinionated, they must take care not to get into arguments, especially because of their dissimilar reactions to tension: When Taurus gets angry they tend to charge like the Bulls that they are; when Aquarius feels pressure, they tend to pull away, using an aloof demeanor to put space between themselves and their 'tormentor.' This can make Taurus push even harder, causing Aquarius to pull further away ... and so on. They like to do things their way with as little fuss as possible. Modern, progressive Aquarius may find Taurus's dedication to routine a bit boring. Taurus will find Aquarius exciting yet may feel frustrated trying to keep up with this inventor's quick mind. Despite their differences, however, they do have something to offer one another. Though Aquarius will have a hard time admitting it (even to themselves), they'll find Taurus's solid base to be comfortingly supportive, and Taurus will find Aquarius stimulating, if not altogether comfortable.

Taurus is ruled by Venus (Love) and Aquarius is ruled by Saturn (Karma) and Uranus (Rebellion). Venus is a warm, feminine energy and Saturn a cold masculine energy. Uranus is about all things strange and unusual. Venus focuses on beauty, romance and sensual pleasures, all of which are important and pleasing to Taurus. Saturn causes Aquarius to focus on hard work and discipline to achieve goals; Uranus lends an Aquarius that revolutionary thinking. Taurus can show Aquarius that life is based on emotions and improved by beauty and comfort. Aquarius can show Taurus how to keep striving for betterment -- and how to move away from something if it isn't working, an important lesson for Taurus to learn.

Taurus is an Earth Sign and Aquarius is an Air Sign. Aquarius focuses on intellectual connections and pursuits while Taurus focuses on more practical and sensual interests. Where Taurus asks, 'How will this help me achieve my goals in life?' Aquarius asks, 'What else?' These two can have trouble understanding one another; if Taurus clings too closely or if Aquarius seems too cold and aloof, trouble can erupt. If they operate from a base of mutual love and respect, however, these two can grow to understand how one another works.

Taurus and Aquarius are both Fixed Signs. They're both stubborn and, once they make up their minds, don't like to change their viewpoint or opinion. This steadfastness extends to their personal life: Once they're committed to one another, almost nothing can make them decide to abandon the relationship. If the relationship is smooth and mutually beneficial, this is a good thing, but if the relationship is inhibitive for either or both partners, their refusal to admit it should end can seriously hamper both of their growth in life. If they realize that working together is more yielding than butting heads, they will remain productive. Since Taurus tends to be more practical, they might be the first to back down in an argument -- if they deem it practical to do so.

What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Aquarius relationship? Their unstoppable team power that is possible once they clear their path of obstacles. Both Signs have very powerful personalities, so neither will dominate the other -- no matter how hard they try! This relationship can be truly exciting and satisfying once these two Signs work out how it'll work between them.

nothing pleased me nowadays.
nothing seems to be overjoyed abt
even despite the fact tt I've gotten A for 2 subs
and 1 B for BZF
I seriously think tt I shld be gettin A for BZF
instead of Accting.
maybe things arent within my prediction
when I always thought it will go on my way then.
I'm too wrng and too over confident always.




jus someday I'll get out of here.
those colourful cupcakes