FUCKKKKKKK.

last yr family aint able to celebrate my b'dae because of some dispute with mom, and now wad???? able to celebrate it with my familys but nt wit my love one...
it's fucking irritatingggg.
i jus hate to live on man. it's pointless and meaningless
when i'm born to be so stupid and also to be a BIG LIARRRR.
i'm alrdy getting used to being left alone even if i gt to walk a thousand miles all by myself, or maybe even living in a deserted place or in a desert alone, i'll still and will definitely be alive.
same old quarrels repeating like a cycle so often tt i cant even rmb the cause of it.
i'm jus a loser. holy shit!!
tmr is gonna be a dissappointment in my whole life!

* if possible i rather i get knocked dwn by a train to suffer frm a tragic death

(dun conmment on anything pls)